Health anxiety is not unusual among young men, and it does seem to be happening to you. I'm not suggesting that's all that's going on, since of course I don't know that.
I agree you should be checked out, and if nothing is found wrong, maybe some talk therapy and/or meds would help you. You need to eliminate the possibilities and find some solutions.
You should know that it is rare to die from MS. Most of us here manage fairly well, with bumps in the road we have to deal with. Focusing on the worst-case scenario is self-defeating and way out of proportion, so I wish you well in getting past this bad time.
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not yet i have an appt monday
Have you talked to your PCP about your anxiety?
i have also been experiencing really bad headache in my temples that seem to get worse at night. i just had 4 wisdom teeth extracted 2 weeks ago tho, so maybe due to the procedure?