Do i have hocd?

[MyName101]

I just turned 14 and when i was young i did a lot of "experiments" with other males when i was about 7-8 years old but always regreted it right after and was never aroused by me being by another male i was even kind of grossed out i finally forgave myself at 11 years old because i overheard my dad talk about doing things similar to what i did when i was young but anyways could this have made me gay or bi? I know i have always loved girls since bofore i could even remember and i also had a lot of girl friends in my life i do get a little grossed out s feel a pukey feeling in my stomach when i think of men doing it or like a shiver like im disgusted even.. I dont want to become gay or bi not because i dont like them or anything but because gay sex is just kinda disgusting.. I always feel bad about me maybe being gay or bi and i really need halp badly please help

[JGF25]

Lots of kids experiment.  I think it is pretty natural.  The reality is our bodies react without us even thinking about it.  Think about how you feel when you look at a pretty girl.  Does the excitement build without you even thinking about it?  And then think about a guy...does it feel the same?  I'm guessing not.  Our bodies are hardwired and they react without us even realizing its happening.  

[MyName101]

Thank you so much helps me feel a bit better. And no, when I look at a male it's more like eh. But thanks again.