I have been a longtime sufferer of OCD -since age twelve . I know I have social anxiety but it goes beyond your mind shutting down when you are talking to people. If their breasts are sticking out, crotches noticeable such as with jeans, or they are wearing a mini skirt I zero in on this to make me feel so ashamed that I want to jump into a hole and disappear.
Its been 45 years of this internal hell, and it does not go away no matter what I have been doing. I did therapy at 16 for 25 years without any results. Group therapy was a waste of time. I am hoping there are more sufferers out there that I can connect with.