Thank you so much tushar you make me feel so much better about this may God Bless you ❤
yes it is hocd , ocd can come at any age at any time, ocd is caused by many factors, they are biological,genetical,psychological etc.
The solution for ocd is combination of medicine and cognitive behavior therapy.Its better you consult a psychiatrist and start treatment
Do you really think it's hocd I'm so scarred I don't. .wanna be gay so much I feel depressed
I've got a gp appointment nxt week but the things I've. Watched are really scary it's making me doubt my sexuality now it never did before until one day I was just watching a movie and that disgusting what if I'm gay questioned popped into my head but it never made senae because I've always been crazy over guys I found lesbians and guy weird but when I look back I clearly had symptoms of ocd but then again Why did I have them Dreams was it because I watched so much porn it affected my brain I really don't, wanna be gay I want my life back
My take on being gay or not is based in genetics. We cannot wake up one day and become gay.
As for porn, it gets boring after a while and so people go looking for something different/unusual and of course you get turned on by it. Porn is porn. If I was watching regular porn where you know there are lots of girl on girl scenes and I had an orgasm during one of those scenes, does that make me gay? Of course not. It is the content that is turning me on and not the players.
People that are truly gay don't fight these thoughts. They don't make them want to throw up or anything like that. Anxiety will do that to you though.
Can you see a psychologist?