I have been very anxious over the thought of my being pregnant. I am a virgin, although a few days ago the man I am seeing fingered me. He did not take any of his clothing off. Although in the moment I was not worried about pregnancy, the next morning I was panicked. Worried, maybe we had sex and I didn’t notice? Maybe he touched his penis, his hand touched pre-ejaculate/ ejaculate and then he touched me. It was during my fertile period, which makes me far more anxious. I now have to wait two weeks until my period is expected. I don’t know how I can make it through that time. I am so so anxious, I cannot function.
I am seeing a therapist for my OCD, but he has not been able to offer me relief. I have also been spending hours a day searching the internet.