Hello all! here's today's big question- should I give up? Should I accept my homosexuality, or bisexuality, and stop the fight? I've been fighting this for 3 years.
I still get thoughts- but no more anxiety. I can't tell if I want to be with a girl or if it's just my mind tricking me. I got some attraction back to boys recently and it felt great. That's all gone now. I feel like this is too real and I want this. I hate waking up at 6, obsessing until 11 and then going to sleep. If I give into my thoughts will that all go away. Of course then I'll be gay...
I read that if you've never felt attraction to the same sex then there is no way you are gay. Well I experimented online with another girl at the beginning of puberty. I don't know if it was curiosity, hormones, or attraction. Is that who I truly am?
Thanks for reading. I'll try not to post again, however these days my googling and checking in a lot worse and I get no relief. Not even for 10 minutes. Thanks again.