Hello people I'm 20 year old male with hocd(I don't even think its hocd anymore),I've always been interest in girls,but now I don't know anymore,I've lost my libido totally to the point that where I can't even get the slightest bit of attraction out of me anymore and I feel as though I'm just gay and just in denial.I've even tried experiment with a dude it felt weird.I watch gay porn everyday and I'm not aroused by it.but get an erection from straight porn n lesbian porn,I even get these weird urge to do things with same sex but when I do it feels weird.I'm so confused I feel that lost,can someone please help I'm so lost n confused I dunno what's going on