I have been feeling spiritual anxiety to the point of obsession for one year now. I even have the sensation of getting an "evil smile" where I fear I'm going to smile at horrible situations. I dot know if I'm turning evil or if I'm OCD. My doctor thinks I might be OCD as I filled out the questionnaire but I don't have compulsive behavior other than over or under eating tendencies. I constantly obsess that I'm becoming evil. When I watch my favorite crime shows I think I'm like the criminals and even feel I understand their evil compulsive behaviors and then I hate thinking I'm just like them. Has anyone had these symptoms? They make me want to die. I hate them so much.