Hello im 19 years old and from England,
last august i had sexual contact with a girl only oral contact which was me going down on her. it is the only time i cheated on my girlfriend of a few years. 5 months later I had burning when urinating and other symptoms sore etc. I went to the Gum clinic in which I believe i was tested for everything (definitely Chlyamidia, Ghonnerea, HIV, Sphyillis and hepititis and a few others in which I do not know of the top of my head. I was negative for everything which was a relief I was dealing with a lot of stress which got me down and made me ill. Now after the results i felt great for a few months until late may in which i had slight pain in left side of my testicles and pain at tip of penis. now it has been off and on but the worry for me is the white tongue with two white sores and a few really small red spots and a little bit of discharge which is yellow... the worst thing for me is the internet which is driving me insane with different views of how long the stds can not be found in the system.. I am scared of terminal illness and obviously having something wrong with me. I have the full support of my parents who know about my problems and I have been to the hospital, doctors and call in clinic maybe 4 or 5 times a week because of the paranoia and symptoms... mentally its killing me inside and I need someone to direct me towards positive thinking and a believe that I haven't got HIV because its upsetting me. doctors have not told me what it could be other than an std because mainly I have been going to a gum clinic but could it be thrush or a yeast infection because of antibiotics i have taken (Doxycycline, Ciprofloxacin, Naproxcen and a few others) in the last two months for different symptoms and im mentally broken down.
Any replies will be great and thank you in advance
First let me say that the amount of stress and anxiety you have put on yourself over this situation has no doubt weakened your immune system. When this happens we are open to all sorts of regular illnesses. You could have thrush from the antibiotics or you could have it from the weakened immune system.
You need to see a psychologist so that you can learn to deal with these thoughts. You have the support of your parents and so ask them to schedule this appointment for you. It is a scary world out there and you are not alone in being afraid of getting some sort of STI but you obviously are taking it much further than normal mentally and so you need to get some outside help.
Hope you feel better soon. Take care.