i want to know if this is OCD??? its really strange

[yassmin73]

hi everyone im not sure if this is ocd or just anxiety these thoughts started after i took a med that made my heart beat really fast this was when i was age 8 then i started to panic alot the next day i kept on checking my heart beat to see if it was beating fast or not this went on for about 2 months. after that i came up with something else like i was always scared if my heart was going to beat really fast and everytime i thought this it actually did it was beating so fast and i got tooken to hospital this is beacuse when i think something is going to happen to my body it does and thats how the mind works it listens to what your thinking and again that went for a month afer that i got this other habbitt of when i sat with my mum these thoughts in my head would tell me to blush and then i started to blush everytime i was with my mum my face would go bright red she would notice, it killed me that went for 3 months after that i got this other thing of thinking that im going to stuff up my words i then did every time i talked to my dad i would stuff up every single word because my brain told me to and now i have the worst thing ever i am afraid and worried to sleep cause my brain has been telling me that im not gunna get sleep at night and then when im in bed my brain says am i going to get any sleep and have been forcing my self to sleep because of that thought and sleeping has been very hard what is this is it ocd or am i just fu*kd in the head? hw do i cure this is there any meds for this? thanks help would much appriciated.

[deeders1965]

I have OCD it definitely sounds like how I was.  Cheer Up!! I am just fine with meds. It's not hopeless and it's like diabetes just needs treatment.  Tell your mom or dad or an adult what's going on and get them to take you to your family physician.  Don't be afraid.  Just do it.

[Tangled]

I am not a Psychiatrist so I can't tell you if you have OCD, but I have it and I see signs of myself in you. You most certainly have an anxiety problem going on here at any rate. There are medications that can help. You need to see a Psychiatrist and discuss this with him. There's help.