Awwh poor you! I hope you get better soon, and your doing so well you should be proud of yourself. I really hope you get over this as soon as possible
Thank you for your replies both of u, but I just feel really scared right now and don't know what to do:(
Ocd is all about the fear of the unknown, and in order to overcome it, you have to embrace the fact that it could be true. I know it's scary and reading that probably brought up a lot of anxiety but until you embrace the fact that you simply don't know, you won't detach it from your fear.
I've read something online after a long time of feeling completely fine, I've read that some bi people hate their same sex attraction and wish they were straight, how do we know we're not them and we're just using ocd as an excuse not to be bi. I know I've always been straight never questioned it but apparently some bi people been straight too, it's iust really scary