Hi All,
I am 32 and started picking about 4 years ago, right around the time I started having panic attacks. It progressed to panic disorder with agoraphobia. I was embarrassed for awhile and I know that seems to be the consensus on this blog too. I used to be afraid of my panic disorder too but in therapy my doctor instilled in me that these are issues that need to be dealt with obviously but that I shouldn't try to hide my issues because that causes more stress and worsens the problem. I left my old company where my panic disorder was looked at as a weakness and not a medical condition and now I work at a company where I feel comfortable explaining to people that I have disorders, I'm working on them, and that I can still function. The more people I share my story with, the more empowered I feel. It reinforces the idea to not be ashamed. With the picking, my friends know, my family knows, and my hairdresser knows (she sees the scabs when I come in). I haven't told my therapist yet but I plan to next week when I see her so that I can start working on it. Unfortunately I really love picking my scalp when I am bored or stressed and I feel like it's going to be hard but Some episodes of picking literally leave my hair matted with blood. My lymph nodes are swollen so I know it is causing infection. I hope those who have posted on here or read this are able to get the assistance they need, but do not be ashamed. It's a mental health issue that needs to be addressed just like a broken leg needs to be mended. You wouldn't tell someone with a broken leg to walk it off. So good luck, I hope my post makes you feel at least a little better. Know that you are not alone!
Dear friend, I have the same exact problem. This effects my life and tried to control this. Can you give me any advice at all? I feel like I can't heal this problem by myself. Any suggestines would be so grateful.Please email me at ***@****. If not, I am so happy that I found someone with the same problem that I have. Thankyou Chrystyne ***@****
I 16 and I pick my scalp like this, but the think is I dont itch much, my head doesent feel itchy. Usually I just feel crawly. Even after showers I can pick. And with no ******* dandruff to pick at, I get very frustrated. THERES NOTHING TO PICK AT I CANT GET MY DAILY FIX UHG
ithink this ghastly headscratching is a form of obsessivecompulsive disorder for me anyway as ive got that in other ways too
im having a little bit of success by wrapping my head in bandages and wearing a headscarf over it-they healed a little bit
I do the same thing. I will try to stop doing it for a few days so it's not so painful when I dye my hair but it still hurts. Right now, my whole scalp is radiating with pain bc I'm really stressed. I feel gross because I'm always brushing off the dry skin from my shoulders. I even notice it collects in my bra sometimes. It's hard. I don't compulsively snack, I started vaping and quit smoking 2 years ago. But I can't seem to keep myself from doing some habit or another 24/7. I think the oils are a great idea and I'm going to try that. Maybe it will help smooth the parts i like to scratch and I won't get relief from scratching anymore.