Hi there. You clearly have pretty bad ocd and anxiety. Your fears fall into the category of irrational. I see that people already answered you about what the risks of HIV are. This forum is NOT for that discussion. This forum is for the discussion of OCD. Testing again for HIV will not help your OCD and in fact, simply feeds it more. You need to address the OCD through therapy and probably medication. Psychotherapy and medication are really the time tested approach if you receive a diagnosis of OCD which based on how you post, sounds likely. Not a doctor, so that is between you and them. But you aren't ever going to move past this if you don't address the root problem. That's not HIV exposures that people tell you are no risks followed by endless unnecessary testing, but rather to treat the medical condition you do have, OCD. https://www.mayoclinic.org/diseases-conditions/obsessive-compulsive-disorder/diagnosis-treatment/drc-20354438
We are closing this thread. There have been suggestions on seeking professional help for your clinical anxiety and we feel this would be a great idea.
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