I SUFFERED FROM OCD SINCE AGE 11...
I WOULD PULL MY HAIR OUT, UNTIL IT WAS GONE, WHEN IT GREW BACK IN, I WOULD REDO THE PROCESS, AND CONTINUED THAT CYCLE THROUGHOUT MY LIFE...
I ALSO SUFFERED FROM SEVERE DEPRESSION, IN THAT I WOULD HAVE VOICES TELL ME TO DO THINGS LIKE, POUR GASOLINE AROUND MY HOUSE, SET IT ON FIRE, THEN LIE IN BED AND DIE...
TERRIBLE, TERRIBLE THINGS WOULD BE TOLD TO ME...
I'M NOT A PSYCHIATRIST, BUT YOU MAY BE SUFFERING FROM MORE THAN OCD...
CAN YOU SEE A PSYCHIATRIST AND TELL ONE WHAT YOU ARE FEELING?
TAKE CARE
hmm...in school when i talk to my female classmates i imagined their heads chopped off and placed on oil barrels, i think this was influenced by one of the articles i read about some war, and there were pictures of beheaded people and heads with their own penis in the mouth (if i rmbr correctly, french soldier beheaded by muslims). that was 2 years ago when i didnt know what was OCD...