Hi all. I'm a 20 year old female and I've been having lots of anxiety over whether or not I'm transgender for the past 3 weeks. I have had the thought a couple times over the last year or so, but each time it was only for a few days and it kind of just passed through normally. I go to a college where there is a very large population of trans/non-binary people, so my past thoughts about it seemed fairly normal. For some reason, this time it has stuck and has made me incredibly anxious. 3 months ago I was having a lot of anxiety about whether I was sick or not all the time, and now it seems like I've moved onto this. I started seeing a therapist when these thoughts came on and she has helped tremendously with CBT treatment. I haven't gotten to a heightened level of anxiety in the past week, but nonetheless I'm still having thoughts that make me less anxious, but seem to be lingering. I seem to be very self-conscious about whether I am being/looking too masculine and it makes me really uncomfortable. When I think these things, I can seem to even convince myself of feeling like a man in the moment if I'm anxious enough and that makes me even more anxious. It's a difficult thing to describe, but I seem to get anxious that my anxiety about being masculine is just suppressing something as well. After these last three weeks, it just seems difficult to feel like myself again where none of these thoughts would pop up. Prior to this, I was a very confident woman who never second-guessed what I wore, how I behaved, or anything. Has anyone else experience this? How did you get passed it?