On the outside I'm athletic, smart, poised etc but I feel imprisoned by my intrusive thoughts. I'm in constant worry about acting out of character. Worried about if I behaved inappropriately, if I was flirtatious, if I acted in a homosexual manner, if I come off weird. Does anyone else just get plagued by irrational thoughts and cannot easily dismiss them? When I spoke to my family psychologist he said that everyone has bad/wrong thoughts. But because I don't have any outward compulsions I think it's difficult for him to ascertain whether or not I have OCD? I'm told OCD sufferers take years until being diagnosed. How did you all go about finding help?