hiv fear

[phprajs]

hello. Guys i think i have ocd too. I'm always scared about hiv. Here is my last story. I went to check my blood for hiv in hospital when nurse took my blood i didnt see when she opened syringe's plastic cover. But needle's peak was covered by cover. And i asked her is it new she replied ofcourse new. Then i tried to checked needle it was looks new and was not anything like blood or other fluid. But now i'm always used to think about that and got scared. Again i checked my blood after 45 days (for hiv it is negative)  after that. Now i'm always feel unhappy thinking of hiv my like is going very very difficult. You guys suggest me to checke my blood again ? Please guys give me your openian to me so that i can feel peace.  Thank you very much to al

[phprajs]

ya. You right sara and i know nurse used new syringe. But however my mind keep in think negative way.btw i went hospital and talked with my doc she said there is no way to reused syringe.and all nurse are trained about it. As you said it's really very difficult to pass those days are. I felt one day like one year.  By the way what was happened in your case could you write here please ? Thank you sara at least your words made me bit peace

[sarah_b]

hey im just like you, always use to be scared that the nurse or doc would infect me this happened 2 times, NO don't get tested again other wise it ill go on and on. WOW u lasted 6 weeks i cannot even last 2 weeks without going crazy. Please put it behind you no nurse will infect you! next time ask her to open a new one in front of you as your allowed to do this they don't mind : ) its there job and have rules and regulations in places.