Ladies,
Please note the date of posts, this is the 3rd in a couple of days that are 3+ years old.
Hi Penny, this may come a little too late, but it is worth sharing and will hopefully give you faith in your body again. At the age of 16 I had my right ovary mostly removed from rupture, thinking it was only appendicitis. From then was in and out of emergency centres from until the age of 25. I had severe endometriosis,bowel and ovary wrapped together and 6 laparoscopies in 4 years, 3 month total recovery and then it would all begin again. At one point I still conceived and then miscarried. I know what it feels like to want it all gone, so I was on the waiting list to get a hysterectomy at 31. But..I went on the pill to regulate things, with less ovary than usual, and had a dream of being pregnant??? How cruel I thought of my mind to do that, until I did a test and 5 more, and now have a one year old miracle baby. Keep the faith Penny, the faith in your body.
I understand, completely. You chose wisely in selecting your husband; you are truly blessed that he is so understanding!
You are so very brave and have such a good outlook. Keep your faith in the Lord, he does do such wonderous things. My thoughts and prayers are with you during this time.
~Tascha