Appointment with GYN/ONC scheduled

[missaboo]

Hi everyone,

I got my first appointment with the GYN/ONC. It's for October 13th. About 3 weeks away.

I am sooooooo not good at waiting. I am trying not to be scared. I find that talking about this helps. But it seems I'm rather needy with that. I want to talk. A lot. My poor mother changes the subject whenever I do begin to talk about any of this. I know she is just worried and is trying to fill her mind with other things. My husband is staying strong and positive. He said he truly believes it's nothing.

One great  bit of news is that I was assured today that I don't have to worry about insurance. The clinic I am going to is a gynecological-only clinic, and they try to help people get medical cards. And if they can't then the doctor will write everything off for charity. That is the reason I am not being seen in his office, is because of the insurance issue. I am assured that the level of care and treatment will be the same regardless.

I have went home early from work everyday this week, except today. And today I stayed home to try to recover from throwing my back out on Saturday.  I was just bent over the sink, brushing my teeth. Then I stood up and had sharp pains going through my back. So I don't know if this is related to my condition, or if I really hurt my back. I am hoping to wake up pain-free in the morning so that I can try to put in a full day tomorrow.

Anyway, I just needed talk. Thank you so much for letting me unload.

Melissa

[marie3B]

Melissa,  I sure do understand you wanting to talk about it.  I am the same way.  I hope time goes fast so you don't get too nervous waiting. Good luck with the gyn/onc appointment. Marie

[missaboo]

Hi there,

Thank you so much for your reply. Just the fact that you replied really helps me feel not so alone.

Again, I did not make it through another work day, but I did last longer than any other day this week. The low back pain has gotten to be way too much to deal with. I have an appointment with a chiropractor in the morning. Unfortunately, I will be completely broke when I leave tomorrow. I stress about money so much. If I didn't have kids, I probably wouldn't be as bad about it. But I want to make sure my kids have food and clothes, and with Christmas coming up, it stresses me that much more. I have worked less than 25 hours this week when I am use to working 40 a week. This next pay check is going to suck! (excuse my language).

Anyway... I am just rambling. Thanks again. I love this community of wonderful, and caring ladies. <3

[gls2824]

I know the waiting is hard.  Just keep yourself busy and remember that most of these things are benign.

And of course come on to this board whenever you feel the need to vent, or cry, or just laugh.  We'll be here for you!