Speaking of getting ready for what may happen to me.....I recently placed quite a few of my doll collection on eBay. Boy did I mess up by listing them too low with no minimum!
Several people got $100 + dolls for $9.99. Live and learn, I guess. My next time around I am going to be accused of price gauging. LOL I have time, plenty of time.....to wait for the right price! People taking advantage of a po gal with OVCA should be ashamed of themselves. ;)
Teresa
I learned a very hard lesson many years ago. My gramma died when I was 12, she had always followed my Mom and Dad in all their moves and always sat up her own little house, it was a haven for me, in those last years, my brothers were gone to war, Mom and Dad were busy just trying to pay the bills. My Dad was 1 of 4 children, they never visited or helped out with bills but when Gramma passed they desended like Hawks to fight over her meager belongings. I stood back in a corner and watched and listened and cried. That was when, at my young age, I vowed that this would never happen again. Since then I have seen variations of the same thing happen when greedy relatives plunder the "collections" of a life. I have told this same story to my children and told them how unhappy I would be if they ever fought over anything of mine that I leave behind. I have been going through some of my "collections" and for the past 2 years, I gave many of those things as Christmas presents. Of the precious thingsa I have left, I have them listed in a codicil with my will. I add and delete to it frequently. It is very hard when you reach the time when you know time is short to take care of these things, the smallest thing may be a treasure to you, but trash to another. Which of my kids would treasure a "Dance Card" from my Prom? That is my memory not theirs, probably wouldn't even sell on EBay. Taking care of the big things was easy, but all this small stuff takes a hell of a lot of time. I have always admired the organized person that had a place for everything and made it easy for others. My life has been a clutter of memories, I watched my 3 older brothers gather my Moms memories into boxes to take to the dump. I stopped them cold, was I being the Greedy one? No, I was being sentimental and trying to hang on to my Mother for just a little longer. Am I able to do this for my kids, or shall I just send that Dance Card to the dump? The only thing you can take with you when you die, are your secrets, but to completely erase all those memories does not leave a legacy for others that loved you. So I am leaving hints for them that I lived, loved, laughed and had substanance. There is still a lot to do, and I am sure I will not finish it all, maybe I will just frame that Dance card and give it to a grandchild to hang in their garage. Love ya all , marty
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I guess that this is something many of us just do not like to talk about, yet we just cannot ignore it.
I found out about a year ago that my mom had put back a CD just for me, in case that i should go first. It is to remain in my name even should my mom go first so that nobody will be burdened with the expenses of a funeral. That is something that I had worried about only having one child, and it has eased my mind immensly knowing that all will be taken care of. I also started on a living will about a year ago. As many of you know my better half is in prison and I am hoping that I will still be here when he comes home, but whether I am or not I wanted everyone to have an idea of what to do with everything. I am a collector of antiques and I wanted everyone to have something if they want. But I especially wanted my grandkids to have some of my things to remember me by. All of this I have specified. What I did was to go and buy a journal and start writing. I have also added a few letters and plan on adding a few more.
I too hate hearing that "anyone could be hit by a car " ****. Yes they could, but more that likely they won't! We have to face reality at some point and I think that most of us know, that the cancer is what will eventually get us. But I still want to live each day to the fullest. As long as I am still feeling pretty good, I won't worry about it all just yet. It does make me feel better though to know that i have started taking the upperhand. I also intend on planning my funeral and maybe even writing my own obituary. I guess to some this all may sound morbid, but under the circumstances, there is nothing morbid about it at all.
I also started cleaning and clearing out stuff as soon as I felt like it. Why leave it for my family to deal with?
It is good that we talk of this as it is a part of our lives everyday. But a part that we just do not speak of often. And hopefully it is something that will be a long time yet for all of us!
Love to you all,
Chris
Hello.. and thankyou for your thoughts re my son.I feel that his loss has probably made me stronger in facing ovca. To me, there is nothing worse than losing a child.
I hope you are doing fine, and all is going well in your little part of the world. Hugs..Helen..
One of my least favorite things is when someone gives me the "anyone could be hit by a car tomorrow!" line. In my case it isn't even true because I am so careful about looking both ways when I cross the street!!
The new thing that keeps coming up is people that warn me about chemo. They say it is poison and does more harm than good. They say they'd never put it in their bodies. I bet the tune would change when faced with a diagnosis like mine! A dear friend of mine goes to an osteopath in Chicago. He asked his osteopath what I should be doing. The advice was incredible. He said he is not big on chemo and recommends I strengthen my liver by eating beef liver. Oh, if only it were so easy!!
Thanks for "listening",
Marie
Paula, we have so little control of this cancer, so I think controlling what happens to us during and after life is so appropriate.
Becky, it really makes me furious that you have to deal with this. So totally unfair.
Helen, I am so sorry about the passing of your son.
Kimchi, I regret that you don't get the acknowledgment you deserve from your sister.
Jan, I am totally with you, girl. The "you could get hit by a bus" analogy is the one thing that drives me mad!! When I am told that, I suggest the person think about sitting on the freeway tied up seeing a mack truck coming directly at you. That's what it is like for us. No comparison at all!
I hear you all talking about peace. Would you share how you feel peace about what will happen to you when you die? We talk very little about spiritual things and I don't understand why.