Aa
Mural Nodule
I know that I have posted this before... and I have received some wonderful support from ALEX. Thank you!
But I can't stop thinking about the words " Mural Nodule."
I had blood taken the other day for the CA125. I figure it's a waste of time. I am not in menopause... not sure what this blood test is even good for. I guess I will pray for a low number - but surgery is coming no matter what.
The radiologist technician did not make me feel good at all because she said it all depends how long that nodule has been there... in other words... this could be it.
To Alex, thank you. I am so touched that you took the time to reach out to me. I have just not been able to stop these thoughts and am considering getting mental help therapy.... This is no way to live.
But I can't stop thinking about the words " Mural Nodule."
I had blood taken the other day for the CA125. I figure it's a waste of time. I am not in menopause... not sure what this blood test is even good for. I guess I will pray for a low number - but surgery is coming no matter what.
The radiologist technician did not make me feel good at all because she said it all depends how long that nodule has been there... in other words... this could be it.
To Alex, thank you. I am so touched that you took the time to reach out to me. I have just not been able to stop these thoughts and am considering getting mental help therapy.... This is no way to live.
Until you know what this is you will be upset. I hope the surgery goes well. It is okay to worry and feel all kinds of things. Feel what you feel. Sorry there is no one else on the forum. Team Inspire is a good forum it has more people and better advice than mine.
I stay happy most of the time and I am dying. I enjoy my family, my friends, and my pets. I get support from others. Last week I spent over an hour crying in my GP's office. I told her I did not want to die at 53. I have been getting sicker but after talking to her and upping my pain medication I feel better. I have been in pain for two months and never thought of upping pain medication. Now I feel so much better.
Where you are is harder than where I am because of the unknown. The unknown is hard. You will get through it. Even if it is the worst news which I had 4 years ago you can get through it. You just go one thing at a time. You reach out to as many people as you can. This way you do not overwhelm one person. Do not worry about how people are reacting now. Sometimes friends and family think we are going on about nothing. To you it is nothing even if it turns out not to be cancer.
Alex
I stay happy most of the time and I am dying. I enjoy my family, my friends, and my pets. I get support from others. Last week I spent over an hour crying in my GP's office. I told her I did not want to die at 53. I have been getting sicker but after talking to her and upping my pain medication I feel better. I have been in pain for two months and never thought of upping pain medication. Now I feel so much better.
Where you are is harder than where I am because of the unknown. The unknown is hard. You will get through it. Even if it is the worst news which I had 4 years ago you can get through it. You just go one thing at a time. You reach out to as many people as you can. This way you do not overwhelm one person. Do not worry about how people are reacting now. Sometimes friends and family think we are going on about nothing. To you it is nothing even if it turns out not to be cancer.
Alex
Have an Answer?
You are reading content posted in the Ovarian Cancer Community
Learn how to spot the warning signs of this “silent killer.”
Diet and digestion have more to do with cancer prevention than you may realize
A list of national and international resources and hotlines to help connect you to needed health and medical services.
Herpes sores blister, then burst, scab and heal.
Herpes spreads by oral, vaginal and anal sex.
STIs are the most common cause of genital sores.
