now i am finally scared

[dustinsmom2004]

I am going back to my pcp tomarrow, I have had pneumonia for over two months, and when there are normal test results they are given over the phone. The doc said he wants to do yet another ca125, tvus, and talk to me about the blood work that was done for valley fever. I was given an appt for tomarrow, usually there is a months wait time. I asked one question, please be honest with me right now, did I metasitize, I was told that we would talk tomarrow. This is  a medical office that gives normal results over the phone. I will keep you all posted on what is going on, last ca125 was 1950 not good, it is going up and down up and down.

[Brownie3321]

Oh sweetheart, you must be so scared. i will pray for you and try and be positive. Best of luck, Deandra

[Shari4444]

Hopefully, you ar etoo busy shopping or doing hair to even read this.....I'll be thinking of you, tonight and tomorrow. Hang in there!!!!

Hugs,
Shari

[kimmywah]

Having a shopping and 'girls night' sounds like a wonderful distraction.  
I totally understand the waiting game and the anxiety that you are feeling.  Keep positive and my prayers and thoughts are with you.

Kind Regards,
Kim

[crecco]

You will be in my thoughts and prayers. I know how hard it can be to wait, but you are doing the right thing by keeping busy. I wish you the best of luck tomorrow.
      Chris

[Morrowville]

I'll be thinking of you and praying for the best possible outcome.

Morrowville

[dustinsmom2004]

I am going shopping my favorite activity, and my daughter and I are doing each others hair tonite, plus the ativan helps too. still scared but I have my day planned, will let y'all know tomarrow

[survivor_susie]

I agree with Anna; it's time for some distraction.  It's horrible to wait.  I hate it.  Can you put on a video?  Watch a show?  Eat chocolate (my particular favorite)?  Do something you love to do, and that you feel up to doing.  A long tub bath, complete with bubbles. Listen to a favorite recording.
I'm praying for you. Good luck tomorrow.
Survivor Susie

[nyc lady]

I would be popping ativan if I were you....but, with the new HIPA laws here in the states, the nurses don't give any info on the phone.  
Please let us know what happens....we are all here to help and support you anyway that we can.

Good luck
Pam

[Anna-maria74]

Oh god I am so sorry you have to have a horrible night waiting. You know sometimes we try second guessing results when we are not told anything and we end up worrying for nothing. I agree it doesnt sound good but please try not to get to worried .....easier said than done I know. Try to distract yourself as much as possible until tomorrow.

Anna X