bad news from doctor

[ksanden]

today seen doc for follow up from tests. what was found was a mass of varices (which searched for hrs finding no research on this) causeing my right ovary to be inlarged. blood in my urine along with chronic peliv pain. the news my doctor told me was devistating i am 24 yrs old and am told with my situation the best thing to do is a hysterectomy. i am the type that every yr now something has been going on with me like im a never ending book.
here is some history:
2003 found that i had precancer cells then paps became normal which was werid because nothing was done with it that was the yr i had my first health normal pregancy
2005-2006 had to have a cone knife byopys done because cancer cells came back and they needed to remove it before it was cancer. 2006 got prgnant with my 2nd child which is a miracle hes alive was on bed rest for way to long belive it was somewhere between 20-26wks had to get a sitch to hold uterus due to haveing a incompatant cervix. my son is now 2 and problems once again come together with now being told endometriosis may be the cause for all of this they are talking about doing surgey through belly button laposcopy sp? im not wanting to go through with a hysterectomy but my situation doesnt seem like its getting better and this pain i have on my right side doesnt feel good. anyone else going through something like this or have any thoughts it would be nice to talk to someoene who nos how i feel. thanks for taking time and reading my post
ksanden

[ksanden]

when i was little i aways said i wanted three children i have 2 beatiful children a girl 6 and a boy 2 i am happy with what i have but to be able to go threw a heathy normal pregnancy isnt what my body can do. i am told my next child could be worse then what i went threw with my son. doc says my utherus can not hold a child that why i went threw so much with my son. i would love a nother child but i dont no if i could deal with bring a child into this world that may not make it in the womb i am afraid of carry to 5 months and then going into labor and then what the baby doesnt make it. i am small built weighing only 110 pounds i dont think with everythign if i could handle it, the stress and depression all over again. but to have all of this taken away from me a hysterectomy
then i would never be able to even want to try later on. everyone around me is just saying to me there is no route and to do this. but that dont understand how i feel i try to explain it and they just dont understand. its upseting
is the surgery u r going in for tomorrow is that where they going into ur bellybutton
if it is i have to go threw that also in a few wks im scared also not noing how it will feel or the effets afterwards i no some pple who have gone threw it and said its nothing but still scary cause u never no what they will find... u need to update me also what is going on with u if u dont mind me asking.
ksanden

[chocolateone]

Wow.. you have had a rough few years, I understand how you feel, get a second opinion, not that doing so would say you do not trust your doctor but you have valid concerns and feelings and above all its your body that would go through the whole situational effects of a hysterectomy.  The first time I heard the word I go chills and I am 44, never had kids but had come to terms with it.  I am having a Laporiscopic Bilateral Cysectomy tomorrow  and I am scared becasue I don't know what they will find.  Talk, ask all kinds of questions you may have with yours doctors and talk to female family and friends that you trust and feel comfortable with.  A hysterectomy is not your run of the mill surgeries.  Were planning on having any more children?   Your health is the most important ..bottom line and if this is causing your quality of life to be effected than you should give it some thought, like I said talk to your doctors don't hesitate to express your concerns.   Keep us updated