It does sound as if you are getting side effects from the meds so ask your Prescribing Doctor how to come off them ,I know you have to do it slowly or you will get some nasty withdrawal effects. Are you able to get any therapy/counselling for issues you are having as sometimes that can work very well, there are many helpful books out there, and supplements to take , google for information of natural ways to lift your Mood I know 5HTP can work for a while, also Sam E ..Good luck let us know how you are doing