Hello, I am new here, My name is LindaJo, I'm here for a variety of reasons, I hope to find some kind of support here, for I fear I might not be around much longer if I don't find some help. I'm 47, going on about 87, I stay in my bed, about 20 hrs a day. I have No Desire to do Anything. Just sleep. I have thyroid disease, hypo, very low, as well as suffer from yrs of depression & anxiety.
I want to speak a little about PTSD. Many years ago, I was married at 17 & we had a baby girl. I was married for only a few yrs & my husband was killed in a violent car crash, which I blame myself for to some degree, I Never got to say "goodbye or I love You". I still feel like All these yrs & yrs later, I still haven't gotten over this. I think about him just abt every single day. Since I lost "him", I have had nothing but a series of bad relationships. I get Exhausted talking about this, or even thinking about this. Just like Now, I usually have to stop the conversation b4 getting too far involved in it because I simply Don't have the energy to finish. But I'm "trying" to reach out.....