Is there such a thing as a primary care physician in the Portland Maine area who has enough humanity, experience, and judgment with chronic pain management that he/she will not treat me like a drug dealer or addict when prescribing low doses of MS Contin? I've been taking low doses since hurting my back in January 2009, and have reduced my own dosage from 75mg/day to 60mg/day, yet my PCP requires I drive 30 miles one way to his office once per month to get a new prescription, and refuses to write a prescription for a 3 month supply so I may take advantage of the 3 for 2 copay provision of my health insurance. I'm 65 years old, a respected university professor, and I've been a patient with this MD for more than ten years, and he told me once I'm "not the kind of person to abuse prescription drugs," yet he treats me like he doesn't trust me. I've done everything the specialists ask--7 epidural steroid injections, 32 physical therapy sessions, a back brace, a chiropracter, and I HATE these damn meds because I need to think to do my job, and its hard to do it in a fog. It's hard enough to watch my professional life slip away without being treated with such disrespect.