You are ready for the truth now. Here's the truth. Call up your doctor tomorrow and come clean. Leave out ALL the ********. Don't even say "I had extra pain and I just needed to blah blah blah blah."
Just give up.
Give in. Give up. Call your doc, come clean.
After a few short days of withdrawals (have your doctor walk you through it), you will experience the most blissful joy that you haven't felt for 8 years! I kid you not. Even the pain from the arthritis will feel good.
You will feel alive, you will be MOM again.
Call your doc NOW -- leave a message!
you are red flagged you a pill seeker addict
get help and tell doc you cannot have any prescription pain killers you have a addictive personality
the pain that withdrawal ghost pain your so addicted your body is causing pain to get you back on it
there are non prescription drugs but accidents surgery etc they will be weary of giving you anything
you need treatment
were her to help but only if you want help
i live daily a 10 or more on pain scale a 8 is a good day chronic pain fibromyalgia 3 severe accidents and lower back is gone and just lost a band that controls my leg i cant walk without a steel brace to hold me up
so i know pain and im happy to walk anyone through less drugs dealing with it contact me if you want and see what the group has for you
your admitting and seeing a problem now its time to fix it