Am I ?

[xxxmum4everxxx]

I feel very nervous as I have never done this before. I am 42 and I have children, but I have a really strong desire to have another baby before my time runs out. I cant get over this desire and my hubby has agreed that we can try for our very last! I was so thrilled. I can usually get pregnant just thinking about sex, I was so fertile (hence 5 children already) 2 older daughter from previous marriage and 3 lil ones with my wonderful hubby.

I have had a chemical preg Aug 09 !!! Gobsmacked as that never hap b4, then I miscarried at 6 weeks the following month !! Coun't believe it. Then my regular 28 day cyle changed to a 22dy and then a 25dy? I was very upset thinking I had started the change and that my time was up. Went to herb shop and discovered I had Hormonal Imbalance? Been taking all my tablets & drops for a month and now in the 2ww!

I was on day 21 yest and feeling fine upto then (approx 7dpo) I started with tiny pinching in the middle of my tummy very low down and then few sharp nips? Made me stop what I was doing!! Only lasted for maybe an hr on/on and was quite mild. I then saw tiny pink in my CM when I wiped?

Felt very down in the mouth again and assumed period was coming early. But nothing as yet. I checked the following morning (today) and no more spotting? So I'm sick with nerves now wondering If I have experienced Implantation Spotting/Cramping or whether my cycle is well and truly messed up!!

I did a HPT and got a BFN but I realise it may be too early. This waiting is like torture, I send all my love & best wishes to all the ladies out there going through what I am.

Deb
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[cc1972]

good luck!! hopefully it is some implantation bleeding. wouldn't that be great :) definitely the waiting is the worst!!! i'm getting near that time too :)

[xxxmum4everxxx]

Thanks for your positive comments. Good luck on Tuesday and please let me know how you get on xx

[Pum]

I am in a similar position (well apart from the 5 children, I only have one) in that I am 42 and had two miscarriages last year and am now in the 2ww (day 21 too I think). You seem to have conceived fairly easily so everything is looking positive for it happening again and soon. At our age the odds of miscarriage are higher sadly. I am going for some tests this month and will speak to a specialist. Not sure what they will have to say but my friend who is a doctor said that maybe IVF could sort out the good eggs from the bad by growing embyos initially. It is expensive though so I want to hear what kind of odds they give me. Good luck. Not long to wait now. I am going to test on Tuesday.

[adgal]

No, you didn't say anything wrong.  Some days this board is busier then others.  Also, you didn't necessarily have a specific question, more a comment, so you'll get less answers that way.  Not wrong, just difficult, especially because no one can say if you are pregnant or not.

SSBD - Super Sticky Baby Dust.

Welcome, and you'll soon know everyone I have no doubt.  Good luck!!

[xxxmum4everxxx]

Thank you. I was getting worried that nobody had replied? hope I haven't said something wrong etc ... Im such a worry knickers. What does SSBD mean? lol (you can tell I'm new to this)
Deb
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[adgal]

The wait is the worse isn't it.  I hope this is it for you and wish you lots of luck, and SSBD!!!!