Hello All,
OK, here's the deal. I had a miscarriage in June 07 due to fibroids, and I'm not almost 9 weeks pregnant. I finally had my first doc appointment on Friday, and am now considering find a new doctor. She did a sonogram with one of those old machines that was located right in her office. She was able to see a heartbeat, but barely. She said it's because of the age of the machine, and those darn fibroids, which are STILL there. One positive note, is that by 9 weeks last year, I'd already been to the ER and over night visits several times, it all started at 6 weeks, so far, I haven't had ANY pain or anything. However, she doesn't seem to be concerned with my situation, even considering what I went through last year. The only thing she's saying is that many women go full term with fibroids, which is what I was told last year............I don't know, I just feel like she's kinda just going with the flow (which may be smart) but I'm in a panic in the mean time. Should I just go with the flow as well, especially since I'm not having any complications?
On a side note, I'm starting to feel bad, like I caused the miscarriage last year. I was in pain, and so much panic that I went to the ER so much, and as a result I stayed doped up on medication alot as well (strong stuff like morphine, tylenol 3, etc...)........I can't help but wonder now if the fibroids caused the miscarriage, or the overload of drugs??????????
I think I should just wait it out, besides the doctors nor sonograms won't be able to change anything that may happen, if the fibroids are going to cause problems, it's nothing they can do......maybe I'll just wait and see what happens, I think I'm afraid either way.......I want the several sonograms I had before for some reassurance, but on the same token, I don't want to stress over every little thing......
What do you ladies think?
OH, she gave me a referral to a high risk doctor just to consult about the fibroids, which AGAIN if it's going to be complications, there will be NOTHING she can do about it, so I don't think I'm going to go.........suggestions, advice, needed
Thanks
~Nickey~