I feel like I lost it

[babylove6]

Well, I go to the dr tomorrow and already expecting bad news. I dont feel pg. I'm don't feel as tired, bloated, bbs soreness, no feeling at all except the empty feeling I am too familiar with. I pray my mind is playing tricks on me, but my hope is almost as diminished as my symptoms.

[ita17]

Funny, your right....brilliant people are a bit on the STRANGE side LOL

I knew w/my blighted ovem that I was just waiting to mc.  I had 0 feeling from the beginning of being pregnant, I normally have very little, but this was nothing.
W/my first one, we had a heart beat & I started bleeding, I KNEW the moment my baby died.  An overwhelming sense came over me, I will never forget it.  This to me was physical proof that even though he/she was a tiny bean it HAD a spirit already, I truly felt that spirit leave my body, it was very real.
My 3rd missed mc, this was tough, most of my symptoms were getting much better about 5 days before I found out the baby had died.  I still had heart burn, but that was pretty much it.  I again KNEW when I was waiting for my regular app.  for my US, that it was gonna b bad news.  It was really hard, I was very anxious ( nervous) & to make it WORSE I had all 3 kids w/me, so I had to be strong ;-/
Your mind DOES play tricks on you, but I think we all have "intuition" & if you ladies feel everything is "ok" there is a GOOD chance there is ;)
Hang in there xxx's

[slippinandsliddin]

Yep- I know you're right. My mind gets the best of me. For instance: My blood was taken form my left arm- so now I have convinced myself to NEVER have it taken in that arm again- as I had a VERY bad break in it and nerve damage-bars- etc. Haha! LOGICALLY thinking I am sure it is fine- but this is my silly mind.

THEN- I started to convince myself that because I had 75 HCG and then three days later had dropped to 3- but positive urine PG tests a week later- that maybe it was twins .... and one is still ok?

The mind is a terrible thing sometimes- maybe that is why all those geniuses eventually went NUTS?? :0

[adgal]

The waiting is the worst part isn't it.  I think many of us who have lost babies go through that feeling of "I have lost this one too".  It's normal, we're scared.  I did that my whole first trimester with this little guy..completely convinced I had lost him on several occasions, and he is just fine.  I still have moments even though I feel him move now.  I still get out my doppler daily just to make sure. Hang in there hon, I hope you too have your happy ending. As Tracey wisely said, wait for the facts.  I will be sending lots of positive thoughts and prayers your way.  

[babylove6]

I'm so sorry. Thats how I feel too. No bleeding or cramping but it would usually take 1 or 2 wks for me to start bleeding. It's true what traceynjar said...feelings aren't facts but only time will tell. Hang in there and keep us updated and we will do the same.

[traceynjar]

Hang in there girl - try not to let your mind do that to you.  I know it's hard - mine plays tricks on me too and tries to get me to believe things that probably aren't true.  I like a saying I heard a long time ago "feelings aren't facts".  We need to wait and learn what the facts are from people, in this situation "docs".  Try to wait to see what doc says tomorrow and try, try, try to stay positive I know it's hard, but try - hope you get some peace of mind tomorrow - keep us posted.

[slippinandsliddin]

Hello. Sorry you are going thrui this- me too. It seems like a long time to wait to Monday- I know. I am feeling cold/shivery/but no bleeding. How bout you? But I have had a missed miscarriage that went to 18 weeks- which I felt like **** that whole time. THis will be my third cons. miscarriage in a year. I'll be thinking of you. :)