Emotional Craziness

[jenandjon]

Any body else getting these crazy emotional breakdowns like me?  I know I'm being super-sensitive & I get so tired.  I feel like I'm mad at the world sometimes and just want to scream or cry and don't have a clue why.  I've always had good pregnancies before, but this one scares me.  My situation scares me.  I just feel insecure.

I want to drink a bottle of wine. I want to stop freakin crampin like crazy.  My t/v u/s is Friday and I'm scared they'll not find my little bean or see an empty sac or something traumatic.  

I need some me quiet time....

[nwmom]

Good luck today, hope all looks great!!  Let us know how it goes.  I too feel like I have been on a emotinal roller coaster in the last couple of weeks!  My poor husband has definitely gotten the brunt of it!  I know I'm a lot more snappy but some days can't seem to keep it to myself!  It definitely gets worse when I need to eat!  Hang in there!

[jenandjon]

I wish they did to HCG and progesterone work on me 2x a week.  At least it would give me peace of mind that my levels were still going up.  But alas, no.  So today is my big day and then if everythings OK, I don't think I go back until 12 weeks.  Pray that everything goes well.  Thanks guys.

[kindergal]

I have a lot of pms like cramping---It is my understanding that is coming from your uterus stretching and making room for the baby.  I read in several places that some women feel the cramping throughout their pregnancy, some feel it for the first few weeks, and some feel nothing ever.....
Are they still doing blood work on you?  I go in twice a week until I am finally released from my RE for prog. levels and other blood work that I cannot remember right now.

[jenandjon]

I had a chemical pregnancy back in Dec. 07, but so far they say this one is fine based on the three betas I had done early on.  

I think most of my anxiety is just building up to the u/s on Friday.  It's hard to feel so helpless.  I just want my little one to stay stuck and be growing healthy.

I'll keep you guys updated.

[pcarsey]

Yep Jen- I know what you mean.. DH jokes sometimes and says "you used to be so sweet and nice".. ahaha... but I think he is serious but doesn't want to admit that. It's like  sometimes I wake up on the wrong side of the bed. For a while I would have this look on my face to indicate whether or not it was going to be a good or bad day! I'm sure it's the hormones! Hopefully it will get better, as it did for me, later in your pregnancy!! And with the US.. I too feared every time that they would find something wrong! Hang in there!! I'll keep you in my thoughts and prayers!!

Patty

[elizabeth250]

I'm a little confused..  Didn't the doctors tell you that you had a false pregnancy?  Did they do another test and find out that they were wrong?  When I first found out that I was going to m/c the first thing I did was get a bottle of wine and a pack of cigarettes.  Your not alone on your feelings.  Especially if you are taking progestrone and estragen as I was.  Hormones up, hormones down..  It screws with your mind.  Hang in there, this too shall pass.  Keep us updated about the u/s on friday.  Elizabeth