Its sooooo good to see your posts again.
To quote my favorite song from one of my DD kiddie shows,
" dont stop, dont give up, never give up, keep trying,"
I'm with you all the way.
Hey baby girl!!! I REALLY missed you!!!!!!!! You always respond to my posts and make me feel human again. I'm glad you are much better now!! I myself feel like disappearing but I can't bring myself to leave. I am on here throughout the day everyday reading everyones posts. I can't always respond because there is alot I don't know. I was just reading really old posts...like from 2006 and most of them are ones that sound like what I am going through. My blood test was negative...I am now on day 7 of the "spotting", however, today is red. Still doesn't require anything...just changed from pink to red. I really feel pregnant. My breasts are swollen but not sore. My belly feels tight and stretchy (if that makes sense). I have an appointment on the 14th but I'm not sure what I'm supposed to ask her to do for me. I am bringing in a semen analysis to the lab in the morning to be absolutely certain that it's not him. My ob insisted I have him tested (even though he has 5 kids) and I doubt it's him. She said that everyone always thinks it's the woman. Well we shall see. All my numbers are within normal limits and I should be able to conceive. I made them give me the copies...they were done in December when I first informed her that I was going to ttc. My heart keeps telling me that I am pregnant. I've read so many different stories about women who had negative hpt's and blood tests for several weeks before they got a positive. One woman finally insisted on a u/s and sure enough she was like 16 weeks and all her pregnancy tests were negative...weird but it happens. I guess I am going to consider this a period like I have the last 3 months and go from here. Maybe for me it is just psychological because I want this so bad NOW!! I could be convincing my body that I am. Anyway, I won't continue to babble but I just missed you so much and I know you just Love it when I go on and on. It certainly makes for interesting reading right..lol! WELCOME BACK!!
Amanda, I sent you a pm about this but let me tell you again how much you're missed when you take some time off. We all of course understand - we just miss you and your kind words!
Glad to have you back - hugs, jen
Man, I was so worried about you!!! I thought about sticky noting you everyday, but I did not want you to think I was even crazier than I am!!!!!!!!!
Glad to see you are back and better than ever!!!!!!! Go team tramps stamp!! whooo-hooo!!!!!
Love ya girly!!!!!!!!!
Thanks all. I really am much better. Everytime this happens, I think I am ok and going to tough it out. Then I disappear into my "dark" place for awhile. I don't know how it takes over, but it does. I do appreciate the support and thanks for the warm welcome back!! Now I need to get caught up with you all. XOXO
As Lisa quoted her song...here's mine in regards to your return "I'm BACK...I'm BACK in the saddle again....I"M BACK!!!!" by Aerosmith! LOL I love ya chicky! XOXOX Pam