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Sigh.. today I fell in love...
The baby that wasnt supposed to be.. the pregnancy from hell... at times I felt truly like I was losing my mind.. today I had my high risk ultrasound... I spoke with the tech and told her my story.. how disconnected I am from this pregnancy, so different from my other 4. After she was done checking the baby (other than being small alls good) she did the 3d 4d thing and tears streamed down my face. This full head of black hair, fat lips, chubby cheek baby smiled at me. I couldn't stop crying.. all the pain the past 8 months was gone.. all the pain I'm going to face in the future didn't matter.. it was erased in a instant. I wondered how could I love a baby if he looked like the father, how could I see day in and day out a constant reminder.. well he looks 100% like his father and it doesnt matter one little bit. I'm giddy with excitement to see what this childs purpose is in life.. because there is a list a mile long why he shouldnt be here.. but he only needs one reason why he should, I love him more than life. Thank you to everyone who has been beyond kind to me... So, this little guy will be here in 6-8 weeks.. just before I turn 42 :-)
Awwwwwwww thank you so much.. I just woke up.. have a splitting headache from all the crying yesterady..
Thank you again!
Thank you again!
Ahh, Michelle, how beautiful! You have a warm heart and you sound very loving! Please keep us posted!! Pam
Ok, it brought tears to my eyes too. That is so heartwarming and touching. You dont have long to go now girl! You'll be holding your precious little boy! I cant wait to see pics :) Take care and enjoy the rest of your pregnancy!
Michelle, you are absolutely inspirational. I have tears in my eyes reading your post. I wish you and your family a healthy, happy, long life. You deserve nothing but wonderful things!!!
awe congrats, may you and your son have many good times together , he is a true blessing from GOD
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