Hello there. I was always nervous waiting for my first appointment. But after you go in and you see all is well you start to relax a bit. Many women including myself i think worry. I read about development etc and tried to not concentrate so much on negative things. . :)
Have been scared of my first doc visit and ultra sound since I was not prepared for baby didnt kniw when baby was concieved etc. But its a fairly simple process
I still get nervous until I hear the heartbeat. I can't help it
I think you'll feel much better after the ultrasound. Try and relax. Its hard. 36 is young. Theres women on here 10 years older than you having healthy babies.
I am allways nervous until i hear or see the baby, but the first apt is the scarest and then most exciting all at the same time. It allmost like the anitcipation builds and nerves go crazy and until the apt then you are relieved and happy to see and hear everything.