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Annoyed...Sad...Frustrated...Lonely!!
I feel ****! I feel like screaming.. Everything and everyone is annoying me.. I dont wanna go back to college i just cant deal with the stress.. I feel my boyfriend doesnt give a ****, never really wants to be around me and never texts me first, its always me running.. He flirts with other girls its like were not even in a relationship.. We fight alot.. I live at home and even my mom is starting to annoy me.. Im 19, this wasnt planned.. Im excited and ill love it but im scared i wont be able to give it everything it needs.. All i ever wanted was a family and im never gonna have one.. Im gonna be a single teenage mum and no one will ever want me again.. I wish i was enough.. Im always nice, i give him everything, do anything he wants but its still not good enough.. Were together since we were 13 and ive never looked at another boy while he cheated on me four times!! I can feel it happening again.. Im scared and angry at the world i jus wanna be happy.. I want to be a good mum but what good am i if im always crying. I know its my own fault i was stupid i should of left the first time.. But i really love him.. I miss him even though hes right next to me i cant explain it.. I feel lost and i dont know where my life is going.. I wanna be happy and i just want my baby to be happy too.. I cant do this anymore.. I wish i had money so i could run away and start again, just me and my baby.. I want to be happy
Feel way better after my sleep :) Im just gonna try to not think to hard, take one day at a time... Thanks to everyone who posted :)
bby girl... you will not be single just for having a liddo bunddle of joy i had two n found them a nice daddy a real tata.... their 4 n 3 n just had my bby 3 weeks ago he treatz all the same n i know youll find one... but bby girl ask yourself.... do you love yourself are you happy with yourself find you balance girl look into your heart n think about yourself n not in him just you n bby.... ask god for help n guidance youll be surprised by the answers youll get... love yourself n value yourself.... ive been there n did e erything im telling youuu... it will push u to hapiness
You may feel overwhelmed but when that baby comes you wont worry about him anymore because you will be focused on your child I was in your shoes except I was 16 and my be had a baby with another girl her baby was born in March and mine in may and I was disgusted and heartbrojen
Awe of course anything is possible your gunna be a great mother dont ever doubt that. And don't blame yourself for making choices you weren't ready yet for but guess what it happened because in gods eyes your ready. Yeah things dont go as planed but theres still time to do so. :) things will get better trust it may not be tomorrow , nxt week, next month but maybe in a few years. Goodluck mama :) get some rest and hope u feel better
I know what you mean.. I dont feel ready.. I still feel like a child myself.. I had plans to finish college and get married first but it dont always work that way.. Its my own fault for not beimg careful enough.. I will take responsibilty tho, ive €142.50 saved so far.. Im 10 weeks so ill hopefully have enough when it comes.. I will try be a good mom and when my little best friend comes i proberly wont care anymore.. Im just worried i wont be enough... Thanks for all the replys! :) Im just hormonal and will proberly feel better after a sleep.. Sorry for such long posts.. Thanks everyone..
I dont want to make it sound bad but when were thinking like that its because were not yet grown to really understand well. Theres many stages were going to go through hell but takes a women to.see beyond that and understand why we go through this. Be strong!! And don't let things like this put you through hell everything is possible in life. Clear your mind outta that stress and fears and lets thank god that your given a beautiful gift thats growing in you.
first_papoose i hope someday you get your happy family too :) .. its such a horrible feeling not being good enough!.. Im happy that your baby made u so happy and i hope ill end up like you... its soo confusing trying to figure out what went wrong and im drained from trying and getting nothing in return.. My mum always tells me when one door closes another door opens.. Or if you dont get rid of mr wrong you'll never meet mr right! :) I still hope too even tho deep down i know im wasting my time & energy..Thanks for reply :)
You made me feel so much better.. Its nice to know there are nice people out there, i honestly didnt think anyone would read my post so thank you :) .. I just hope i can be a good mum.. I want my baby to be happy and i guess thats the most important thing.. I just hope i can have a nice family someday and we can all be happy.. Its the only thing i ever wanted and i cant believe i was so stupid to stay with him thia long.. I hope my baby dont think im stupid and irresponsable.. Maybe someday things will work out.. Thank you so much.. I hope my baby is like you and proud of me for trying on my own :) Your mom sounds like a strong brilliant mom :) Thanks
Sounds like a younger version of me. ;) i had the same problem, mine did leave after all he done. Im getn better about things and oddly enuf, the one whos keepn me goin is the mother of his daughter. She knows exactly what im dealin w bcuz shes been down that same road w him herslef. You will feel the load on ur shoulders get lighter when you make that choice. I gave him everyrhing, doated to him and loved him w my all and it wasnt good enuf. Now i focus all that love and devaotion to me lil man. And DelainaN knows most of what ive been dealin w ;) and shes right. I still hope, but who doesnt.
Why don't you do some pre Recs for college for the first two yrs take Internet classes, get student loans that gives you a few yrs to figure it out cuz you will change your mind, I went to school for dental assisting and didn't like it, went to college for a semester and hated it then went to beauty school and I finally found my niche, I'm 23 now it took a while but like I said you will change so much, maybe get a job and take a few years off till you decide what you wanna do? There are so many opportunities out there
You don't need him, what good is he? He clearly doesn't care about you. Keep reminding yourself of that. Why care for someone who doesn't give a fk about you ? You will change so much in the next few yrs this boy will be nothing but a distant memory, your wasting time and feelings when you could be saving that for someone worth it. He's not ready for a relationship or a kid you will kick yourself in the behind one day for allowing a man to control you, your better off without him. Think you can take care of your baby on your own and work your butt off and get focused or take care of the baby on your own and deal with his bs and drama. Either way nothing you can do will make him change
Delania thanks for reply.. Its not just about finding another man.. I just want the one i have to want me as much as i want him.. I thought this was forever and i just feel stupid.. I will work as hard as i can to give my baby everything it deserves but i dont even know what i want to do.. Im confused and dont know where to go next.. Im currently studying montessori teaching but its not for me.. I wanted to be a nurse or hairsdresser but i dont think i can afford to do it now with a baby aswell.. Im just scared.. Thank you for reply.. Really appriciate you reading all that.. Didnt think anyone would.. Just typing it out helped.. Thank you
I pray every night.. I pray all the time.. Things just keep getting worse i dont know what to do anymore.. I need him.. He doesnt need me.. I just dont know what to do.. I dont wanna do this on my own.. I cant stop crying.. Im always angry and annoyed.. I just feel like my life is over.. Im scared and lonely.. Im excited about this baby but at the same time ive never been so scared in my life
Your young and hormonal, you will not be a single mom forever, honestly you need to throw that d bag away and move on to bigger and better things, your a woman your gonna be a mother first step is getting rid of the bs and focusing on your baby and your life. The more you focus on your bd the less you will accomplish anything. You need to get motivated for your baby. Go to school get an education, if your mom is able to help financially then great but the last thing you need to worry about is a relationship and being single. Plus the more successful and motivated the more likely you will find a decent man, work for your baby get emotionally, financially, mentally stable and any guy that sees that you can take care of yourself and your child without relying on others will more likely wanna be with you and you will have a massive sense of accomplishment that no one can take away from you and your child will grow up and look at you as a hero, my mom worked her a** off a single mom of 3 kids and she is the strongest woman I know, she worked full time, took us to church every Sunday was involved with our sports she left my dad when I was 7 and didn't start dating till I was in middle school and now she's happily married. You can do this....life is what you make it
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