hospital.

[mummytwobee]

So im being admitted into the hospital with labor like cramps/contractions im only 17 weeks is it too early for it to just be braxton?? Still waiting for the doctor... hoping its nothing serious..

[mummytwobee]

Thanks everyone.. i know my baby is better off where he is now then struggling and in pain and im just happy i got to meet him before he left... was the happiest and worst moment of my life... but i wouldnt change getting the chance to meet him before he left ever even if it broke my heart ill always love him and glad i got to hold him close to my heart for his last minutes..

[KamilaLara]

no ones words will heal you.. but we can all feel your pain. This is all of ours worst nightmare that you are living but there is reason with in the universe for all. Every one of us feels the life inside us and cannot imagin having to let that go back to where it came from. Find peace in yourself in what ever way you can.

[beauty12]

I m so sorry for ur loss.. Well i know theres nothing i cn say which will ease ur pain... I know its very hard.. My sister in law lost her boy at 18wks... She had complete membrane rupture... Her baby stayed alive for a week inside her... I know how much we all prayed but there was no way her water bag could repair itself... She ws givn choice tht whether she can have abortion now or let nature take its course.... She decided to wait... Her bleeding didnt stop n  thn he died inside her... They had to pull him out as evn though she ws in labor she couldnt push him... It ws the worst feeling ever... We prepared his memorial..  my brother ws in another country he couldnt evn see his baby...

I m telling u this story because some things in life happen without a reason... I m praying and hoping that u recover soon... Its never anyones fault... Miscarriages upto(24wks) n stillbirths after (24wks) are not in ny ones control.... If there was a way every women would have been happiest women in the world... Take care of urself...

[maybaby19]

Bawling my eyes out...i cant even imagine...you are a great mommy for thinking of him before yourself, and you will always be his mommy. Take time to yourself to heal sweet heart, we are all here praying and thinking about you both

[baby2_on_the_way]

Yet another child taken from mommy way too soon. Love and prayers to you. Be strong mama you did everything you could, and in the end made a hard decision. Keep a support system close while you heal. ;*( tears

[MrsKeener]

So sorry for your loss!!!!!

[MrsKeener]

So sorry for your loss!!!!!

[Jayeeee]

i'm so sorry. my heart goes out to you.

[baby2onway]

i actually couldn't stop crying while reading this. i am very sorry for your loss :(  

[mrsnelson2010]

:( i am so sorry hun! :(

[Charly__Hope5]

I am so sorry for your loss. I wish for the best recovery physically and mentally. I know part of what you might be feeling. My prayers are with you and your family.

[KTowne]

I'm so sorry, I'm glad you two got to be in peace together for his last moments, and I'm sure he knows how much his mommy loves him. You have a beautiful angel looking over you now. I hope you find some strength in this hun.

[kayla_0991]

I'm so sorry for your loss

[trustGodHeWilldoit]

Im deepest condolence to you hun.. :(

[Nina159]

Im sorry for what hapoend he knows he is loved and you did what is best be strong

[mummytwobee]

Thanks everyone.. ive decided to burry my baby boy... cant stand the thought of cremating him... just seems really wrong to do that to him

[Shirano]

I am so sorry for your loss you and your family are in my prayers.

[xmybubix]

Im soo sorry for your loss hun im crying as i read this i carnt begin to imagine what ur going through, your baby boy is in my prayers

[ashkevin13]

I am truely Deeply Sorry for your Loss

[mummytwobee]

Thanks everyone... im just not up for talking right now... all this crying has given me asthma attacks and im stuck with a breathing mask :'(.. never been so heart broken. Its so weird how something so tiny can change your world soo much.. i miss him already... ive known him only 17 weeks but the best weeks of my life....

[mamaof1nahalf]

so so so sory 4 ur loss

[acline93]

I give my deepest condolences :(

[tattoomommy03]

Awe sweetheart. Tears are flowing. I'm so very sorry. He knows mommy loves him. He will for ever rest in peace and watch over you. You have an angel. I wish there were more I could do to help. But my prayers are with you and your family. God bless you sweetheart. Rest in peace sweet baby boy.

[blessed2ndtime]

You did all that was in your power. I'm sure he knows mommy loves him.