Hey!!!! Just ranting nd I feel lonely!!!!!!

[jenny_mommyof2princess]

I'm 35w 6d with my second baby girl, and tomorrow I will 36w... But I been so sad and depressed that I don't show it BC I'm trying to stay strong for my 1yr old...and the father of my kids well were not together and honestly I don't want him to have anything to do with them...BC for one he never really ask about our oldest daughter and his family don't either nor do they fool with her like that....I always felt like mines get treated different which honestly IDC BC she(they) have me at all times nd my love for them well never be fake....nd I don't know if I'm deeply losing it without knowing BC I ain't cried nd that I just keep holding things in. I have been place on bed rest nd maternity leave..now I go to the doc twice a week(Mon&Thurs) Monday I go for stress test & Thurs for ultrasound...

I know I'm not along bc I have my mama & sister to talk to but I still feel lonely nd hurt nd have the most outrageous thoughts but the only thing that have me standing is my two princess....I just don't know which way to turn....

[lucybooskie]

I would say try not to hold resentment & let ppl in when they want to because that is not gonna hurt you.  No one can hurt you but yourself.  If u think bad about a situation or what someone did it's ok to let it out but just know you don't need their approval ur only doing it because being honest as b out how we feel is always best. U r not hate u r love so ur actions should reflect who u r inside.

[jenny_mommyof2princess]

Thanks so much... Yea I'm going to be strong for my girls.. BC I have a 1yr old that is depending on me nd I'm not going to let her see any weakness BC honestly she changed me and adding another princess is going to make me strong...

I just don't want to feel bad about not letting him be in the room when I have her.... I look at it like if you are your people care about them why have my kids around...

[AmandaCordelle]

Now* lol

[AmandaCordelle]

Unfortunately that's how some guys are these days. They can make them but can't raise them, but it just makes the mom's work a little harder but the pay back in the end is worth it :) iam not best friends with my mom I see all the sacrifices she had to make for me to be happy and I will never take her for granted. I look up to her, she's my role model. Iam not saying it will be easy but we are made to be strong ;) we can Handle anything , as people say " god wouldn't give us somthing he knew we couldn't handle" soon you will have 2 beautiful princess! That's 2 more awesome little lady's who are going to look up to you! When they go grow :) just do your best and everything will work out in the end ! Don't be to hard on yourself! You got this :)

[jenny_mommyof2princess]

Thanks....and I know it will I just feel like why make babies nd not help raise them I just want to change my baby last not nd not have him their for this one BC I been doing this by myself nd I know I can continue my journey along with both girls

[AmandaCordelle]

Hey, I know it's not easy but keep your head up! As a mother you know what's right for you kids! My real father was never there for me, but as I grew up my mother got married and I now see my step father as my dad. There's always different ways to look at it. And no matter what road you choose for your kids it will be for the best :)  I hope the best for you!