Dear mommy to be! To be pregnant is to be vitally alive, thoroughly woman and undoubtedly inhabited and is a blessing. The fact that you are helping God bring a soul into this world makes you the most beautiful person ever! Plz stop looking down on yourself. How u feel is all in your head. Plz do it for your little one. Being fat even if you are not pregnant is not something u choose to be...pl embrace and love yourself and so will other people around u. Your post breaks my heart. No mother should ever feel like that.
Being pregnant is a beautiful thing no matter what your size! Just remember that baby is the most important thing in your life and he or she is not going to care what you look like. Make sure you let your Dr know how you are feeling they may have some great resources for you!
We are all scared! Feeling fat and with self doubt, you are not alone. See if you find something that makes you feel nicer, get your nails done or buy a cute maternity top. Wear some makeup and relax, second thoughts are normal and a sign you will make a great mom!