normal?

[hairdid]

So my husband can only take a week off work after the baby is here.... he was telling me what day he would go back and I had a huge anxiety attack just thinking about being here alone with her. Idky I am the oldest of the kids in my family so I have been around alot of kids all my friends have kids so Idky im freaking out. Maybe bc its mine?!?!?! Ugh I hate feeling this way and I feel horrible for feeling like this.

[Heatherm4]

You'll be ok. I was scared to be left with 2 but survived! My DH could only spend 4 days with us. He had holidays booked for right after I was due but baby came late! Uuugh. So halfway through his holidays is when I had her.

[hairdid]

Its just really scary to think about. I always wanted.kids just didn't know when it would happen and now that im days away im.kinda freaking.out. can't wait to meet my little girl but I am not oblivious to the changes. That we will go thru. Reality is sometimes the hardest thing to face. I have a great family that will be there for me but.man IM HAVING A BABY!

[brit0585]

Im sorry. I am trying not to think about that. My husband might be able to take a whole week off but im not entirely certain. Depends on how much money we have cuz he doesnt get vacation pay when he takes a vacation but gets it at the end of they year instead. I hate it!! But I know how you feel. I have been around my nephews for 12 years (i have 5) and I am sure it will be totally different with this being my baby. But just take it 1 day at a time as that is all any of us can do. You will be just fine though :)