You have got to talk to him or talk to somebody who you think he will listen to like his mom or dad or someone close to him so that way he'll understand and maybe not push you away anymore. I know its hard, but you cant be stressing out. Do stuff that you can that makes you smile or happy. Look at funny baby videos on youtube? Just keep yourself busy until he figures out what he really wants. Your emotional so try to keep it civil when you talk, try not to cry. Be strong, you got this!
Im 13 weeks and 2 days. I know how your feeling. Talk to him and limit your stress. Keeping healthy is best for us. I had to stop talking to mine, we aren't together now and he has a girlfriend who foe no reason starts drama. So i told him either you stop her from starting drama or I'm done communicating with you. He wouldn't stop it so i had to get off of face book and change my number. Its hard but we gotta jeep healthy for our little ones.
Talk to him! Guys don't get it. There's a saying a woman is a mom from the time of conception but a man is not a dad untill the baby is born....something like that:)
Thanks hun I hope it does too :)
I am so sorry I hope that your situation gets better