I've posted on here a few times recently about how large my baby boy is measuring. He measured over 99th percentile at 34 weeks, estimated to weight 7 lbs 6 oz. They said he was the size of an average 39 week old fetus measurement. Obviously, this has me a little panicked, and also a little worried about his health is he is really so big. But on to the topic of the post...
Due to his size, my doctor said they may suggest a c-section at 39 weeks because he may simply be too big to delivery vaginally (yes, I know some of you are anti hanving a baby early due to sozd, but please bear in mind my baby is measuring exceptionally above average, not just marginally). Well, then they called me back and said I will have an extensive ultrasound done at 37 weeks, at which point I may be suggested for relatively immediate induction instead. That way, I still have a chance to delivery him vaginally.
Well, I all of this questioning how my baby will arrive is freaking me out some. It's not the natural way I envisioned for me and him. Its also making me worry that my doctors seem a little concerned, like they expect me to be the next mom on the news with a mega baby or something.
On top of that, now, at 35 weeks, I'm having some early signs of labor. Have had diarrhea for several days, thick slimy mucous, very sharp shooting pains in my cervix, increasing Braxton hicks, swelling feet, outbreak of acne, sore lower back, you name it! So, now I'm worrying he is coming on his own super early before I have everything done!
I guess I'm just feeling extremely overwhelmed, worried, nervous, downright scared, and a little lost. Last time, everything went so smoothly. This time, it's totally in the air and I feel unprepared. And with doctors throwing around words like "macrosomia baby" and "well, there have been studies", it makes me realize they are all out of their element with a baby as big as mine. They told me that even though his weight estimate could be off some, his measurement sizes in comparison to other babies at this stage, and babies at 39 weeks, he is off of the scale. Because he is over the 99th percentile, they don't even have a scale to measure him on. Like, HELLO? Someone please tell me what that means before I panic?!?!?!
I'm sorry this is an unusually long post. I just needed to get my fears out to someone other than my husband. He is supportive, but he is also just excited fantasizing about his future 7 and a half foot tall son. Meanwhile, I'm freaking out.