At 39 weeks my doctor decided to induce me because my body wasn't progressing as it should. I went into the hospital Sunday June 21st at 8pm to get a cirvidil, and I was supposed to start potocin first thing Monday morning. My cervix wouldn't dilate, so they gave me a second cirvidil. I still didn't dilate.. So they sent me home. I've been so emotional. I didn't expect it to be this hard, but I went into the hospital expecting to leave with a baby in my arms.. And instead she's still in my belly. I know im lucky to have her at all because I've experienced a miscarriage before.. But I just want to meet her and hold her.