Next Friday we find out what we are having but I'm scared to find out because I'm going to be really dissapointed if we are having another boy. We already have 2 boys and this is most likely our last baby. On top of that we can't agree on a boys name to save our lives. I'm seriously sitting here crying about this, what if it's a boy and I'm so dissapointed that I don't love or bond with this baby? I know a healthy baby is all I should be hopeing for but I want to have my baby girl so bad and I feel this is my last chance. This will be my 3rd c-section and my doctor has mentioned that she only reccomends 3 c-sections. :'(