It doesnt make you a bad mom!
This is my third and I have only completely felt connected to my First. And her and I have a very strong relationship now. You should connect once he gets here. If not dont be afraid to tell your provider
It will be ok. I'm there too. With my first I felt very connected until I had her, than I was just like "cool, now can I leave?" There was nothing, my husband was all about her but it took maybe 2 days before I felt closer to her. With this one I don't feel a real connection. I haven't the entire pregnacy. I'm not all that worried though because when he gets here I know it will change, just like it did with my oldest. Things take time. Don't worry, you're not alone.
I'm hoping. I'm glad I'm not the only one
This is my second. I forget she's there until she kicks. Often times it scares me. I felt super connected to my first while I was pregnant. I sang to him all the time and made little videos for him talking about how excited or sick I was at the moment. However, once I had him I didn't connect until maybe 2 weeks. I didn't even call him my baby, I called him my buddy. My mom thought that was so cute. I didn't dare tell her it was because I couldn't connect with him. I would actually be afraid of him the first few nights. I remember thinking his eyes were very scary. Almost like an alien. When I looked into his eyes I always felt like something or someone was standing behind me. It was very weird, eery. After week one of both grandmas being there to help, I found that I couldn't sleep. I would dream they were dropping him or neglecting him. So mommy mode kicked in and by week 3 I was in love.
I'm excited about baby#2, but not as excited as with my 1st. But I'm sure that I will love her just as much as I love my son!I have zero worries. Hopefully you get to feeling the same way soon enough.