drink? a lot? haha, ok totally kidding...probably so inappropriate to say ;-)
I can't believe you are already going back to work - that FLEW by! But maybe that is going to be the best thing for everyone b/c the sitter can get them on schedules together and you get a little personal time too.
Did you talk to your ped about Chase - Hayden has reflux and was lactose intollerant - so I had her treated with reflux meds and cut dairy from my diet - that worked. Also - that book "Happiest Baby on the Block" was a good resource for calming down a cranky baby.
Hang in there - remember how hard it is in the beginning with figuring out a groove and have faith - it will all work out!
Two is harder! Phin is just now starting to pay attention to Zach after 5 months.