Hang I'm there everyday that goes past is one more step it will get easier
My bf don't have a job right now and he still doesn't help with my baby which is really blowing my mind right now because he ALWAYS helped with the other four. He rather spend his time with friends or outside its sad I don't get it like your 30 act like you have a whole family that needs your *** at home in the house!!! Dealing with 5 kids cooking and cleaning the house everyday pretty much on your own is not fun!! I really feel like a single mom right now I used to think I was just soooo lucky to have a man like him now I'm second guessing that n I don't like that feeling at all!!