Ftm with 48 days to go,I feel the same way. I can't wait to see my baby.
I have also done this four times! The first two with the epidural the last two without!! I watched a video on YouTube the other day and for the first time SEEN what it looks like giving birth!! It scared the **** out of me lol..... this time im nervous because I know what it looks like....but I also plan on getting the epidural being as this is my last baby I want to enjoy the experience.
I'm also a ftm and I'm having a baby girl her name is olivia and I'm scared nervous and anxious also. My brothers girlfriend keeps telling me not to worry because our body's are made to labor and deliver baby's and by her saying that it helps me a bit.because if you think about it it's true.
My first time 7 weeks left too! It's crazy and I'm scared, but the end result is what keeps me positive and excited! :) good luck to you, it's a very exciting time and we get to meet our little ones soon!
Worrying is a natural thing. The best thing to do is to try to think positive. I've done this 4 times going on 5 and I still worry from time to time, Because you just never know. Don't let someone else experience take away from yours because everyone's birth experience I'd different. Good luck! I will keep you both in my prays.
I have 52 days I'm anxious n worried about labor, hoping to get that epidural in enough time lol