****** up Summer...

[Bri_1985]

I posted that hubby and I decided I would be a stay at home mom. Well I cant be because he has decided that alcohol is more important than anything or anyone else in this world. Surprise, surprise hes drinking again and hes mad at me of course because he threatened to leave me when I got upset.

So, my birthday being tomorrow, I'll be lucky if I get a "happy birthday" from him and I'll be cruising the "job market" for at least a part time job working Friday night and the weekends. Im going to miss the time spent with my boys. I hope I dont miss too much. These 8 wks have been amazing with them. Ive never felt happier being a mom. And now Im having to give it up so I can make sure they have what they need. This will inevitably cause my 5yr old's SSI checks to drop which means less funds to spend helping him. I was hoping to at least get through school first or something...

[Bree_05_15]

I'm sorry to hear that! I hope it gets better :(

[cher01]

You are a strong woman and brave woman.  Am with you 100%.

[tomorrow264]

I am so sorry you are having to go through this. Alcoholism is such a nasty disease. I have watched it destroy many people, mostly family. Stay strong :)