Anyone else freaking out?

[Gabbles1]

I am now 35 weeks and panic attacks are really setting in. In not sure why either, we are in a great spot in life, we're financially stable and we planned everything out. We have almost everything for the baby. This had been a very rough pregnacy, with depression and hg and everything else, I should be glad we're almost through it. I'm starting to sleep even less and my dreams are getting worse. I wake up with panic attacks and tremors. It kept me up for over 3 hours last night. I'm terrified and confused and I feel completely lost. We tried for 6 years to have another and now I'm panicking. I can't do the nesting I want to do because of bed rest so I'm feeling very unprepared. I just want to scrub and clean and baby proof everything in sight but I can't considering I've already gone into early labor a few times. Anyone else in a situation such as this? I could use some advice on how to at least relieve some worries.