Green Team

[jackieO91589]

So I am on the green team and this is my 3rd baby which was totally inexpected. I think this will be my 3rd boyboy but at the same time...I honestly don't know. I'm extremely anxious because I've gone a month early with my last two pregnancies...I gave my *best* friend all of my baby items for her baby last yr and now I'm put of luck. I have to start all over again. I could cry because I really don't have the money with everything coming up all at once like noth of my children starting school so they need to school supplies and clothes and my oldest sons birthday is the 31stsweetest of this month. I'm alsp searching for a bigger house to move into and I'm having no luck with that. I want to stay in the same town bc my oldest son has speech therapy and has some friends here that he looks forward to seeing this new school yr. I'd be upset with myself if he shuts down because he doesnt feel comfortable in a new school district. My husband collects workers comp. But I can't help to think he's faking it which upsets me because I'm busting my *** working and I'm so afraid of pushing myself to hard that it causes me to go into labor. Sorry to whomever may read this. I clearly have anxiety and needed to vent. I moved out here nearly 3impossible yrs ago and still have not met a good friend.

[heatherr322]

Ps ive lived here my entire life and have no real friends since i had my son three yrs ago. Gets pretty lonely i know

[heatherr322]

Aww things will work out. Baby can stay in ur room for a while if u cant find a new place jn time and use that money to buy a few things for baby. Since u have two other kids u know there isnt a lot of stuff u really need besides the basics. As for ur hubby how much longer is he on workers comp for? U should just take a deep breath and give him a few things to do to take some stress off of u. Give him a budget and tell him to take the kid shopping for achool supplies and you can relax lol nothing more stressful than all thosr crazies at walmart fighting for paper n pens lol. Hope u get some time to relax. We r here for u